You know what's awkward? Seeing someone you used to be close to, but don’t talk to anymore. You kind of just look at each other, and maybe say hi, or just walk away and pretend you never saw them. You act like you never even knew each other to begin with, like strangers.
YEAH LIKE WHAT THE SHIT IS THIS. you’re not just some person i barely know that i say hi to then walk away. you’re so much more than that. you’re my best friend and i want you back.
I keep wondering where everything went wrong. I keep hoping you’re thinking about me like I do with you. Everything is wrong. And it’s never gonna be right. There’s no one that comes close to you. I miss everything about you. I can’t live without you….
I don’t give a fuck if you hurt my feelings, just do it. To be honest, I’ll be even more hurt if you don’t tell me since you think that I can’t handle the truth in the first place. I don’t want you to sugarcoat every little detail and make me read between the lines. I have too many people like that in my life already and I hate it. Even if I don’t listen to you, I still want to know what’s up. Be real with me, I’ll get over it.
You were right. I wanted to tell you those things all summer. I miss how it was with him. But it's not entirely your fault. I hope you're ok and if you need to talk in here.
I am so confused. Please message me again and explain because this message obviously means a lot. What things? With who? See, I have multiple shitty things going on in my life. And if you don’t want me to post on my tumblr just tell me to answer privately.
“So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.”—Stephen Chbosky (via palleo)